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 Hello everyone! I know you are all probably thinking here we go, another post about covid and lockdown, sadly the UK has gone back into such a drastic lockdown once more but I wanted to talk to you about how I have actually been doing.  Although I have mental health issues, I am also sometimes unable to get out of my bed due to my fibromyalgia and some other things, lockdown I thought shouldn't really affect me, I mean I am home nearly most of the time, why would my routine be any different? But whilst the world is dealing with such a pandemic, my spiritual life with God has drastically become more emotional and almost harder in ways where I cannot meet with my church family, I also have noticed that my ability to keep going has also changed, I have endured many down periods in muy life but with lockdown, I have noticed my mental health with my brain was overthinking and almost overreacting, causing me to turn on myself sadly. I also noticed more and more of the way people were ge